Chase...

It's been almost two months since my last post...I've been lazy and busy with work and life. Now I'm posting because I'm crying, and I'm at work, and I can't do anything about what is making me feel so bad and I had to do something. Chase was run over today. My sister's cat, my little nephew kitty because they are her only children, is gone and I'm beside myself. The last pet that I was close to that died was Smiley, my first cat, and she died when I was 7. I haven't had a close family pet die since then because they've either run away when we moved (they were outdoor pets), or they were given to another family and are just fine to this day. I don't know what to do, I'm devastated. Gracie, Chase's sister is going to be all alone, and she hates being by herself. I feel almost silly crying so much, but I'm heart broken.